thoughts of her…

most people think it is not possible…

i was nearly convinced.

but,

i drew back and held onto my beliefs.

it’s evident that they’re wrong.

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it’ll soon be four significant years. albeit having times of endless unwanted arguments, she bore with me; my occasional stupidity. my immense ego. my inconsumable temper. i did something in the past. which i wasn’t really proud of, that is. despite the horridness, she stood by me.

we grew up together.

and shared unimaginable plethoric memories…

no doubt, we do hurt each other. and there are times, it hurts so much, the pain disperses from the cardiac tissues, sending agonizing impulses through my veins.

in spite of all that, she never fails to brighten my dullest days.  

my fondness towards her will stay for as long as i live.

questions…

at times i can’t help but to wonder…

why do humans have endless dependencies?

forget our survival dependencies on molecular resources like oxygen and hidrogen.

but,

why do we have such high nutrimental dependencies?

*scratches head in confusion*

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surprisingly, i find it hard to understand why humans need to feed themselves three times a day-excluding them occasional munchies in-between meals and the likes, that is. it is frustrating especially when it comes to the decision-making process; one has to decide on the choice of meals to cater to the day’s apetite, given the diverse choice of nutriments available. to make matters worse, the frustration maxes out when one is circumscribed to an area where the choices of delectable food are limited and where financial restrictions coherently exists. in truth, impeccable dishes comes with high prices. damn…

unimaginably, to decide on the choice of a meal is never an easy task; there is the quality, the appetite and the wallet to be considered. 

come to think of it. why must we have the ability to distinguish impeccable dishes from the inedible?

figures…